Well, it's been a little while since I've found myself tapping away on these keys. Since Benjamin’s death writing has in many ways been my saviour, an outlet for all the pain and suffering. So, to stop it, for me, has been hard. But I have needed time and space away to think, to just [...]
I had a really good week last week. I was so full of enthusiasm, so full of life. It was a refreshing change to all the sadness. This week, however, has not been good. I feel like I’m on a knife-edge, bursting into tears at a moment’s notice. It feels different to other bad weeks [...]
Before Benjamin I was never one of those people who had always wanted kids. I met my husband, Merv, when I was 23. We were more concerned with our careers, our hobbies and travelling than starting a family. In fact during this time I tried my very best not to get pregnant. Kids were always [...]
Benjamin's Light 