August 2017 – Benjamin's Light

Anxiety, Grief, Pregnancy Loss, Stillbirth

The Anxiety Project – Part 1 “The Beginning”

August 14, 2017by Benjamin's Light2 Comments

As I sit here and write this blog I’m waiting in Sydney airport to fly to the States. I feel paralysed with anxiety and fear and I cannot explain why. Travelling is one of my favourite things in life. Normally I would be sitting here restless with excitement at the thought of exploring somewhere new. [...]

Grief, IVF, Pregnancy Loss, Stillbirth

When anger wins out over love

August 4, 2017by Benjamin's Light1 Comment

I had a really good week last week. I was so full of enthusiasm, so full of life. It was a refreshing change to all the sadness. This week, however, has not been good. I feel like I’m on a knife-edge, bursting into tears at a moment’s notice. It feels different to other bad weeks [...]